~Welcome~

Im not perfect, not even close. Ive made more mistakes then i can count. I"ll most likely annoy you, piss you off, and say something incredibly stupid; but there are those moments where something i say actually makes sense. You'll not always agree with what I say and feel free to disagree because i love a good debate. Maybe by reading my blog you'll find something new about yourself or maybe it will just help you blow some time; but either way I hope you stick with it, stay awhile, and maybe even leave a comment or two. Everyone has their flaws and ive come to realize that maybe, just maybe, i like being imperfect...

Saturday, November 19, 2011

Oh Christmas time

Hey guys :) so I don't know about you but I am already in the Christmas spirit, and been thinking about presents and recipes and decorating the house . I'm pumped for December. So anyways, I was trying to decide what sort of presents I should get my friends and I was deciding to do more homemade kind of gifts this year. I thought it would be a sweet idea. Does anyone have good homemade Christmas gift ideas??? If so I would love to hear them :) comment below :) by lovlies

Wednesday, October 26, 2011

Magical realism:)

So in school we had to write a magical realism story. Magical realism is a common form of writing in south america . Its where you a write a story that seems real but has a magical element but u treat it a if it was a normal occurence :) heres my story :) tell me if u like. ----------------------The bright morning light shone through my room, signaling my eyes to open and my brain to wake up. I stretched my arms out from under the warm cacoon of blankets and felt the sting of the cold air, causing an array of goosebumps to appear on my skin. My sleepy eyes began to focas on objects around the room. I sighed . A mix of unworn and dirty shirts, jeans, and socks were strewn in piles around the room. Lotions, perfumes, and makeup were scattered on top of the bureau. Pillows had fallen off the bed making it look as if clouds were rising from the floor. The room was a mess. I was a mess. I couldnt remember the last time my dreams had been pleasant. Every time I fell asleep, my mind replayed what happened like a movie. I remember the accident. I remember the screech of the metal colliding against eachother, the honking of horns from surrounding cars, the screams, and I remember the pain. The physical pain was unbearable but even more hurtful was the emotional pain. The image of my brother, cold and grey. His body tossed around like a rag doll though the glass windsheild. I shuddered. I needed to stop thinking. I needed an escape. I threw on my sweats and a warm hoodie and began to run. I ran outside and down the street, up hills and across pathways. I ran until I couldnt anymore and my body sank to the gravel as I shook with tears. The trees bended towards me, their branches trying to encase me in a hug. The clouds turned grey with sorrow and a raindrop fell for every tear that slid down my cheek. The sun hid behind the clouds, not wanting to witness my pitiful state. The wind tryed to blow away my tears. Its breeze formed into hands that brushed against my face. It was no use, for as soon as they wiped the tear
away another fell to takes its place. The flowers wilted around me. The red autumn leaves turned to brown. The world turned dark. It was mourning with me.

Sunday, October 23, 2011

I'm back :)

Hey lovelys :) so I haven't posted in a while. Truthfully, I lost my motivation to but so many things are going good right now and I need to tell someone. So today was me and rodrigo's 4 month anniversary :) so yah it's kind of cheesy but I love that we celebrate months :) anyways my day was perfect. He bought my flowers and a pretty rose and then we laid a blanket down in the woods and cuddled. and maybe one of the sweetest parts was that we talked. Sure we joked with eachother and stuff but we also had a serious conversation about college and the future and it made me feel so special. Hear I am , sitting with this guy I love so much and he's telling me that he wants to spend years with me. He makes me feel like a princess everyday and I swear I'm the luckiest girl in the world :) right now my life is so good it feels like a dream and I wish and hope this feeling will stay :) talk to you later girlies ;)

Monday, September 12, 2011

Monday = fun day :) ... Not really :p

So we meet again :p anyways it's a Monday night and I just tried out a face mask that I wanted to review. So after school today I went to this cute little oriental market :) they had face mask packets for a dollar so decided to try it out. It called royal jelly essence face mask and it's supposed to help you achieve healthy and beautiful skin (or so it says). So i put the mask on for 25 minutes like it said and one thing I noticed was omg, the mask itself makes you look like Jason from the Halloween movies...scary. So anyways after 25 minutes I took it off and was very happy to have my face back. It didn't tingle and all I felt was the cold jelly and after my face was sooo sticky :( I guess I'll see tomarrow if it actually did anything but right now the odds of it working seem slim ... So that's what I did Monday night and hope you guys are all good :)
Byeeee

Thursday, September 8, 2011

Lets find some beautiful place to get lost..

Hey :) so i just wanted to share some pics today. hope you guys like. they were all taken with my nikon camera which i am totally in love with <3





Hope you guys are having an awesome thursday :)

" I climbed the tree to see the world.
When the gusts came around to blow me down,
I held on as tightly as you held onto me"


Wednesday, September 7, 2011

Signs that you are a certified coffee fanatic.... Like me :)

So i have an addiction. An addiction to coffee that is. I don't know about you guys but I am in love with Starbucks and dunkies ( a.k.a Dunkin Doughnuts ). I am a coffee lover and I say that proudly. I swear if I had enough coffee, I could rule the world. So lately I've had an ongoing obsession over iced coffee and tea. Literally the only thing that makes mornings bearable is looking forward to the delicious smell and taste of my dunkies iced vanilla coffee or my Starbucks mocha frapps... Yum! So being a true coffee lover I thought I would make a list of "signs that you are a certified coffee fanatic " 
And so the list begins 
1) you can't get through the day without your coffee 
2) coffee has taken multiple appearances in your dreams 
3)you have at least 3 different coffee cups
4) you can list at least 10 different items off your local coffee shop's menu
5) you get withdrawal symptoms when you go without coffee
6) you believe thy coffee bean counts as a vegetable
7) you drink coffee all morning, even while taking a shower
8) when you say your need for coffee is life or death - you mean it
9) you ALWAYS have coffee breath 
10) the morning you go into school or work without coffee people ask if somethings wrong 

So hope you guys enjoyed that and I'd love to hear from you guys especially if I have any fellow coffee lovers :) 

"coffee makes me invincible, but when the cup is empty, I return to mere mortal"

Tuesday, September 6, 2011

School time ...again

Well, it's that's time of the year again; almost everybody's back at school and getting their annoyingly large serving of homework every night. Where did Summer go? Can someone tell me? Because wherever it went I would like to be there right now. So after a wonderful four day weekend of sleeping and being lazy, I get the joy of waking up at 5:45 this morning ( do u see the sarcasm there? If not, look again, cause its there). So I walk into my first class, dunkies iced coffee in hand ready (well almost ready) to start the day. So after 6 hours of sitting on extremely hard desk seats and numerous writing pages of notes and class work, I am so ready to go home, relax, and chill. Oh wait...I mean go home, relax for a couple minutes, do 5 pages of home work, research some dead guy, write a paragraph, start an essay, and chores.. I really hope it isn't like this every night. So that was my boring day, hope you guys had a lot more exciting experiences. :) 

Monday, September 5, 2011

50 Random Questions

Just a little more stuff about me incase you guys are interested. I did a random question quiz on this website : http://www.the-top-tens.com/50-random-questions.asp?8978    enjoy :)
 
1. Where were you 3 hours ago?
3 hours ago...i was curled up on the couch watching music videos and texting, best way to spend a sunday morning
2. Who are you in love with?
Currently i am in love with my amazing boyfriend <3
3. Have you ever eaten a crayon?
No. not that i know of nor do i wish to ever ingest colored wax..yuck!
4. Is there anything pink within 10 feet of you?
yes. my bright pink tank top that im wearing :p such a girl..
5. When is the last time you went to the mall?
a couple days ago :p i love shopping even though my savings dont
6. Are you wearing socks right now?
nope, my toes are free to roam
7. Do you have a car worth over $2,000?
nope, no car, no license, no freedom :/
8. When was the last time you drove out of town?
never, ive never driven car and if i had I would probaby be grounded for eternity
9. Have you been to the movies in the last 5 days?
not the movie theater, its kind of ridiculous to spend 8 bucks to sit in uncomfortable seats and not being able to make comments with my friends
10. Are you hot?
yes, very. right now its 80 something degrees outside :p
11. What was the last thing you had to drink?
a big glass of ice cold water :)
12. What are you wearing right now?
a bright pink tank top and gym shorts, very comfy
13. Do you wash your car or let the car wash do it?
neither cause i dont have a car. but i will admit that i like being inside the car when it goes through car washes cause it looks cool
14. Last food that you ate?
goldfish crackers :) yum
15. Where were you last week at this time?
ummm..umm..i have no clue. probably at home or taking a walk
16. Have you bought any clothing items in the last week?
yes :) i bought a pretty scarf from Arden B and a dress from this cute little surf shop i found
17. When is the last time you ran?
umm a couple days ago i ran home after seeing my bf
18. What's the last sporting event you watched?
umm ahhh sports? ohh yah umm.. sports..ehh i think a school football game like a year ago
19. What is your favorite animal?
i love dogs. they may not be the most unique animal but they are loyal and cute.
20. Your dream vacation?
my dream vacation would be to travel the world and visit all 7 continents :)
21. Last person's house you were in?
umm my friend olivia's house. maybe i should call her up soon..
22. Worst injury you've ever had?
umm when i pulled a muscle in my tummy or when i cut my knee open...ouch, both memories i try to surpress
23. Have you been in love?
yes, twice and the second time is better then the first <3
24. Do you miss anyone right now?
yes, my boyfriend and my friend :(
25. Last play you saw?
umm probably a school play they made us watch last year
26. What is your secret weapon to lure in the opposite sex?
cuteness :) does it work? ehhh sometimes
27. What are your plans for tonight?
its a school night so unfortunately homework, t.v, and cuddling up with my phone :(
28. Who is the last person you sent a MySpace message or comment?
myspace? is that old site still running?, facebook is my social site of choice:p
29. Next trip you are going to take?
no trips planned :( but i wish i could travel to another country
30. Ever go to camp?
nope. singing songs, craft time, and getting eaten by mosquitos is never my idea of a fun time
31. Were you an honor roll student in school?
yes. i am. *cough* nerd *cough*
32. What do you want to know about the future?
i would want to know who im dating and what my future job would be but i guess i'll find out someday
33. Are you wearing any perfume or cologne?
yes:) Ed Hardy life, love, luck perfume..i love how it smells
34. Are you due sometime this year for a doctor's visit?
nope :p just went for a physical and im glad i got that awkward torture over with
35. Where is your best friend?
right now, i have no clue. im not a stalker :p
36. How is your best friend?
i think theyre good, well atleast i hope they are.
37. Do you have a tan?
sadly no:( i dont have enough patience to sit out in burning hot sun and wait for a tan
38. What are you listening to right now?
right now? birds, clickety clack clack of my phone when i text
39. Do you collect anything?
kinda, i try to collect seashells but i only have like 10. not a very impressive collection
40. Who is the biggest gossiper you know?
ummm.. not naming any names, but i do know some very gossipy teenage girls
41. Last time you got stopped by a cop or pulled over?
ummm since i dont drive, i also do not get pulled over...if a cop did pull me over in a car, there might be some issues since im 15
42. Have you ever drank your soda from a straw?
yes i have. not a big soda person though.
43. What does your last text message say?
i think i was telling my boyfriend what time i'd go see him
44. Do you like hot sauce?
Do i like drinking it from the bottle? ewww no. do i mind having it put on some foods? not at all
45. Last time you took a shower?
Last night. i have to take night showers or else my hair dousnt dry in time for school and no, blowing hot air on my hair is not an option
46. Do you need to do laundry?
nope :) luckily my laundry just got done and all my clothes are clean again
47. What is your heritage?
french canadian and chezchoslovakian... now say that three times fast
48. Are you someone's best friend?
yes :) and i am proud to have that honor :)
49. Are you rich?
nope :p if i was, i would be shopping right now and the next day...and the day after that
50. What were you doing at 12AM last night?
sleeping, dreaming, cuddling up to my fuzzy blankets..the norm
 
 
so hears the deal...I have thought long and hard about what should be my first post. Firsts should be epic and amazing and memorable right?  Honestly, I thought about it, and thought about it, and thought about it and do you know what that gave me? A  big  whopping  pile  of  NOTHING. So finally, i decided I would tell you guys a little about myself. My name is Megan, not a very original name but i like it. Im 15 and live in a small town that should put up a sign " Now entering the middle of nowhere, we are unbelievably boring, enter at your own risk". My highschool has about 300 kids and if you tell one person something, your pretty much telling everyone cause secrets are incredibly hard to keep when everybody knows everbody. Strangely enough in a world of everybody knowing everybody, i dont think anybody actually knows the person. We know their name, their social status, and of course who's dating who; but we dont actually know the person's thoughts and feelings. Which i guess is ok, cause i dont think people would actually want to know what I think and feel; you do your stuff, i do mine, and we all try to get though highschool and get out of this small, boring, little town. Anyways, im a honest person, and I'll tell you how it is even if it isnt what you wanna hear. I love my friends, my boyfriend, my dog, my camera, and not much else. Im always daydreaming. No really, always. I dream about flying away from here and going somewhere else. (hence the name waiting for wings) I cant wait for college and leaving home and traveling and feeling more independent, but in the meanwhile im gonna try to make life as fun as possible. So now that you know a little more about me, i hope you didnt get too bored. Leave a comment about yourself if you want cause i'd love to hear from you :) byyyyeee <3

p.s i just made a flickr account (http://www.flickr.com/photos/66902351@N02/sets/72157627459763021/) its public if anyones interested in seeing my photography <3